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suffocate.

by ekoda

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1.
waking up every day, my surgery is gone, but my love has faded away into a wishful dream...
2.
strange... i remember the love i received from her. it felt so good... but where is it...
3.
suffocate. 07:19
i see her come around and i choke... it hurts inside to feel the way i do.
4.
nobody likes you when you're a pathetic wreck who needs support from others. who can't handle the real world without a partner.
5.
torn. 19:38
my happiness was ripped away from me. all because of asukrai and the stupid decisions i made.
6.
w-wait.. this can't be happening... no... please don't leave me. you've given me so much joy... why? no... i can't let go.. please...
7.
why... why... WHY!!! ...just... please... i hate being alone... please... please come back... i need you...
8.
broken. 05:29
thrown away. it wasn't neitehr of our faults. it's how life is. how it tosses you around like an insect. like you're cattle. nobody ever cares unless your good at something. doesn't matter if you're artistic, minimalistic, or esoteric. you need to have this godforsaken money to make other people happy.
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i reach out for help, and nobody wants to take pity.
10.
one way out. 07:04
forever gone in the darkness of my mind.
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gone. 09:10
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on my own.
im only doing it for myself at this point.
not fixing anything, just making myself happy.

what did i do wrong? tell me. what did i do? i don;t understand. i just want to be happy with her...

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released June 17, 2019

dedicated to ~~a̶b̶b̶y̶~~
this album had a lot of tears into it i... i'd rather not talk about it any longer.

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